Why do I fucking miss her?

It is awesomely amazing the way I miss someone I've never been with. I wanna kiss her badly and I've never been with her for more than half an hour. She means so much for my foolish heart even though I am a stupid asshole most of the time. I just want to be with her, kiss her, take care of her. None of this is making sense or being good for me, though.

I miss you, my girl. You're the thing I want the most right now. Save me, I love you,